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4/30/25
9:26
yesterday was one of my greatest days ever. i caught scotland (hetalia) on mudae just casually while using the bathroom at school. i also got a 90% on my spanish final exam! i also worked on my code a lot yesterday. i find that working on this site makes me too busy to touch my phone, so my screen time has decreased this week. im just feeling overall happier, and i hope it only gets better!
feeling... happy!
10:46
staring at a computer for so long and only stopping to eat and sleep really messes with your head. im so tired and sick of looking at a computer, but i want to be finished with the bare minimum by friday. on the weekend i most definitely try and take a break... if i can.. i always feel the need to be productive and have something to do, so if i dont occupy my mind with anything else i WILL come back to this. i also really want a job so i have something productive to do that rewards me! ill definitely get a summer job...
feeling... tired...
12:40
my tummy hurts and im starting to feel fatigued... i wanna go home. im only halfway through the school day and i hope i get picked up from school and dont have to go to afterschool. im cramping really bad and have only been working on this. i dont wanna be here anymore... let me go home... please... im so exhausted i just want to go home and read my yaoi all day... i cant wait for summer break..
feeling... exhausted..
13:43
im just remembering the dream i had last night. i dremt that my parents took me to a scientology bording school and it was really weird.... i barely have even heard of scientology but appearently its a cult? im not sure. but remembering that makes me a little uneasy, especially while watching roblox myth and minecraft mod vids...
feeling... uneasy..
16:29
ok so my mom did NOT pick me up from school but its okay i guess because i wont be at afterschool for long (i hope at least.) i also got ignored---the discord feature, less impactful than blocked---by someone who these past few weeks i had a rocky relationship with. that made me kind of mad because i was ignored without any explanation and she didnt tell me anything. she joined my server for a bit and then left while i was at school. i dont know if my mods did anything or if she just doesnt like me but it made me really mad because i thought our "drama" was over. but appearently its not. also, as im writing this the seventh grader beside me is watching a gameplay of the coffin of andy and leyley for some god forsaken reason... get me out of here1!!!!!!!
feeling... annoyed and confused
5/1/25
8:51
yesterday fucking sucked. i got my phone taken because i "snatched it out of my dad's hand" when i saw he had it while i was falling asleep. its fine though, i didnt get in trouble, but yesterday did suck. i didnt do any of my homework and i slacked off. today im gonna focus on my school work and work on this site at home. i hated yesterday so much it felt horrible I felt horrible im so sleepy i just wanna go home and sleep but i have to get everything DONEEEEE gonna try finishing writing.html today...
feeling... fatigued.
12:21
ok so i got most of my stuff done and im super happy that i did because now i have free time and i will continue to focus on my work. ive been watching analog horror and scary minecraft mods/roblox myths and im starting to get inspired... stay tuned...
feeling... inspired!